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Adieu, warm blood
05:15
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現在習慣的麻木,曾浮在它舊臉
乾掉無法變出濕度,化虛殼一件
曾追求他日他人改變
卻最後對花香作不善
不要靠奉獻,默默哀念
秙屍撒片野,碎骨吃掉
晚去的肌膚秒秒脫下
倦倦不去睡細胞溶掉
滴滴秒針幽黑中刺心
訊號刺眼煙絲卻慰心
曾經狂盼一天別暖流
然而放下渴望得眷屬
慾望就是要害不衰退
再次再次一身添傷疤
敗了敗了又再乾酒杯
厭惡循環虛脫的輪迴
煙灰獎勵不明的幽默
步步迫著我躺下長眠
Translation:
The numbness I’m used to now, was once inscribed on its face
But it's dry now with no moisture, just an empty case
I pursued that one day others will change
Ending up with a fragrance that's exploited
There’s no need for pity, just mourning
Spread the ashes on the fields, let them be eaten
The aging skin slowly peels away
Sleepless nights makes the cells decay
Ticking clocks pierce my heart in the dark
This message shrieks, but there’s comfort in smokes
Fantasizing one day I’ll bid adieu to warm blood
But I digress, hoping I will be loved
Desires are evil that never fades
Scarring me time and again
Empty wine glasses await every loss
And this exhausting loop disgusts me
But dark humour is abound the rewarding smokes
Step by step, tempting me to take a long slumber
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2. |
Hug me, this sad penguin
05:00
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Hoo… hoo… This ain’t my birdsong
I want to speak sadness
My tongue just turn it to song
Wings is flapping anger
You smile I’m cute it’s fine
I’m always a penguin
Disconnect my hardships
Round and round I’m tripping
I fall and I bounce back like a clown
Why should I complain?
Everyone’s smiling
Please lock up this BS called pain
Sometimes I don’t sing
Too sad to waddle
Why won’t you look past my sore wings
Please try, please try…
Raise me out from this storm
Please try, please try…
Lift me out from this sludge
Just let me, just let me…
Rest my tired wings
Why should I? Why should I?
Live a fixed cruel fate
Hoo… hoo… I’m borned to drop, please let me be
Hoo… hoo… This ain’t my birdsong
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街上再次 傷痛的思憶
他又再次 天眷的擦身
積壓一世 失缺的遺憾
他的一笑 輕擁傷易深
為何要 仍在 默默惘想
又重次 埋在 寂寞暗湧
又播著破爛 灰褪格子
過去沒事 滴滴淚已乾去
這個世界 容下不到
貪貪心心舊燃復
我已老去碎鏡一片
尖尖雙手別重拾
已缺勇武 只能拖累
急急走開別無壤
我已放棄 容納錯失
他朝高歌這笑話
請別再次 給我這邂逅
只會一次 刺心的際遇
他日相遇 請請轉身走
今日的我 只再取酒杯
不想這 殘局 讓愛執起
只知道 我沒 救贖這敗類
幻覺又 困害 封閉癮子
酒醉孤獨 心再傷已忘掉
Translation:
Another piercing sad flashback
Another destined chance encounter
A regret that’s been repressed a lifetime
Worsened by her casual hugs and smiles
Why do I still have fleeting delusions
Why am I still buried in lonely urges
Replaying the greyed out frames
My tears are dry, the past is past
This world isn’t meant to contain
Greedy hearts getting back
I’m old and a broken mirror
Don’t hurt yourself picking me back up
I’ve lost composure, just a burden
Quickly run away! It’s alright
I’ve given up on forgiving my mistakes
One day, this joke will become song
I don’t want another chance encounter
It’ll only stab more into my heart
If we do meet, can you walk away?
As today, I just want to drink a shot
I don’t want this destruction to be saved by love
I only know I’m a bastard without redemption
I’m an addict haunted by delusions
Hungover and lonely, my heart can’t be torn anymore
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Cross the black river
06:22
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I don’t want, this hellscape
Just take me, to Hades
Baphomet, come take me
I am here, don’t be shy
Strip my flesh, on your racks
Already, in torment
Burn me now, let me feel
I don’t have atonement
I’m a sinner out to prowl
I condemn my misty life
Throw my mercy in the trash
I breed toxins, I’m a dump
I hate myself so should you
Put your kind heart into flames
Like a cancer I’m that good
Isotopic genius
FYI obvious
Begotten impetus
There’s no will to go on
I took my wings’ limit
Apply this trigger pull
Cut to black, expected
All is well don’t feel bad
Fuck my penance, it’s a joke
I burn gardens of delight
Take your daggers, put me down
I infect your righteous herd
I bleed out and I still live
I’m the person with good genes
Exorcize me from your life
Otherwise I fuck your life
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Misty Penguin Hong Kong
Misty Penguin started life when transwoman Beatrice starting DJing at Eaton HK and 宀 Club, she contributed a mix to Fabric's feature on Asian Clubs, and her ambient installment for 宀's mix series was a Mix of the Day at RA. She recently focused on music production to express intimate themes of mid-life suicidal impulses and regrets. A collection of final birdsongs from this Misty Penguin. ... more
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